Will you remember who I am?
It can't be any darker than this
Just take that daunting step into the abyss
Nothing can be any worse than this
Living but not wanting to be alive
Is that not just lifelessness?
The birds are telling me to choose
Between the things that are necessary
And the things I can lose
But breathing hasn't ever quite been a top priority
So I guess I'd be better without it
This is just the same shit I've been saying for too f*cking long
Why do the people around me get the privilege to die but I'm stuck around
They say third time's the charm but I guess the spell wore out
Because three attempts later and I'm still not down
The magic's gone
The glow is gone
The light is gone
The energy's gone
The good is gone
The pain is not