How Can I Deserve LOVE Video (MV)

I'm too afraid to let my mind roam free and wander
That's why I keep it occupied
Distract and stimulate until I'm drowning under
Cause I just can't face what I'd find

Get it out, get it out, get it out of my head
All the things that I did
Every word that I said
That makes me regret the man that I've been

I just want it to cease before these thoughts devour me
I am not sufficient
I will never rise to greatness
Reflecting on all that I've done

I've caused harm to everyone
How can I deserve love
How can I deserve love
I can't help but ponder over every move I'm making

Trying my best not to offend
Every step I take still leads to me breaking
And I'm left alone in the end
Get it out, get it out, get it out of my head

All the things that I did
Every word that I said
That makes me regret the man that I've been
I just want it to cease before these thoughts devour me

I'm giving everything that I can
All I long for is to be a better man
Falling into the fire straight from the heaven
Feels like this was never part of my plan

I am not sufficient
I will never rise to greatness
Reflecting on all that I've done
I've caused harm to everyone

How can I deserve love
How can I deserve love
With every breath I'm suffocating in regret
A prisoner of my own mistakes I can't forget

I'm searching for answers but they elude me still
And I'm left to wander lost in my own will
Get it out, get it out, get it out of my head
All the things that I did

Every word that I said
That makes me regret the man that I've been
I just want it to cease before these thoughts devour me
Lost in a world, alone in the darkness

I'm all alone in the end
How can I deserve love
How can I deserve love
Love