Sometimes I think I like the pain
An unruly soul to try and tame
But that s--'s overrated
In the end I'll come to realize
Wake me and unhypnotize
Pull this blindfold from my eyes
All the things I tried to say
You know I hate my heart upon display
Mistakes have made me jaded
In the end I'll barely recognize
Illusions built upon the lies
The one I shamed and hated
Catch my breath
And fade away
When all my ghosts
Come out to play
I'm keeping distance
Losing faith
I wear my armor
And I'm still running
I like to think it's all a game
The only way to keep it sane
But how do I stop playing
Pieces break
Who wins the race
Who gets to take your time and space
When will I trust myself again
Catch my breath
And fade away
When all my ghosts
Come out to play
I'm keeping distance
Losing faith
I wear my armor
And I'm still running
Catch my breath
And fade away
When all my ghosts
Come out to play
I'm keeping distance
Losing faith
I wear my armor
Catch my breath
And fade away
When all my ghosts
Come out to play
I'm keeping distance
Losing faith
I wear my armor