Sosafina - Realization (My Dug) Lyrics

I ain't sippin no mud, I had to get off them drugs
I had to open my eyes and my mind, just to see what it was

Niggas really wasnt f*cking with me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to hate on me, now they wan show me love
Niggas really used to drag on me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to dab on me, now they wan show me love

I had niggas turn they backs on me when they knew I would ride for life
Had ugly bitches drag on me, cause my heart just too f*cking nice
Had demons try to crack the seems and get in but they won't suffice
Heart please don't fail me now, I'm tryna grow with life, every time I poured the sprite
I knew that I rolled the dice, used to hold the strap for dummy now I just wan hold the mic
Cause Beezy just did ten for real and Shortii just got sentenced twice
So only pen I'm tryna touch dummy is the one that write

I ain't sippin no mud, I had to get off them drugs
I had to open my eyes and my mind, just to see what it was

Niggas really wasnt f*cking with me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to hate on me, now they wan show me love
Niggas really used to drag on me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to dab on me, now they wan show me love

I had niggas who was bros to me sexually approaching me
Had bitches try carry me like I'm a bag of groceries
But 7gangFateBabies right where we supposed to be
It ain't Stay no more my nigga call me Sosa please
Stay was rocking off them jiggas out here like a hopeless fiend
If I ain't got no cards to pull then who the f*ck exposing me
Spit my pain on every track and still get no relief
Cause every time I go to sleep, it's gone be a Cody dream

I ain't sippin no mud, I had to get off them drugs
I had to open my eyes and my mind, just to see what it was

Niggas really wasnt f*cking with me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to hate on me, now they wan show me love
Niggas really used to drag on me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to dab on me, now they wan show me love

Ion never stab no backs my nigga even when they turn on me
I used to hope the pain they caused me caused them pain eternally
But I had things to learn you see I grew a lot and turned the leaf
Went through a lot internally, uncertainty what burdens me
So I be cutting all these niggas off but not like surgically
I had to see the parts I also played in all that hurted me
Self reflecting in the mirror as I burn the weed
Heart outside my chest like I ain't never had a sternum piece
I'm tryn get healthy now, AHAYAH help me out, ALL PRAISE TO THE MOST HIGH
That's how I'm bowing down, they don't like to hear the truth
But that's just how I sound, and shit they hate to see the proof
That's why they not around, but I can't let nobody step on me
I am not the ground, it's a lot of the truth in every joke and pain in every smile
So no I don't quite trust what I see
And plus I did a lot of drugs and they still f*cking wit me

I ain't sippin no mud, I had to get off them drugs
I had to open my eyes and my mind, just to see what it was

Niggas really wasnt f*cking with me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to hate on me, now they wan show me love
Niggas really used to drag on me, niggas was never my dug
Bitches really used to dab on me, now they wan show me love