Soriano - Pensive Lyrics

I let it go
And it's easier to breathe now
Didn't know
How I was ever gonna rebound
When I'm feeling low
I don't even leave the compound
Now it's set in stone
Gotta focus on me now
Early morning, just got a call
But I ignore it, you just wanna talk
You was my homie, down for the cause
It's gonna be lonely, it happens to us all
If you ask me what I'm thinking about it's not you
I figured out that I can love myself without you
The other day I was dreaming about something new
You think that I'm not hurting inside it's not true
Trust me I'm aware I been doing wrong
I popped a couple pills and they're hella strong
I be coming home around the break of dawn
Still got a couple demons I been taking on
To everybody else this just another song
But if you listen close, you'll see what's going on
I'ma go insane if I keep holding on
Was tired of feeling like I'm somebody's pawn
If you ask me what I'm thinking about it's not you
I figured out that I can love myself without you
The other day I was dreaming about something new
You think that I'm not hurting inside it's not true