sophia - NIHILIST Lyrics

You come home wasted every night
I wonder when you close your eyes
The future is a waste of time
You say the mass controls your mind

I call you on my telephone
I wonder why I'm still alone
It's the creaking of that old wood door
I find you laying on the floor

So I Go to voicemail
Feeling good
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
You I know I should care
But I don't
Want is wrong with me
What is wrong with me

You're walking on that now fine line
Tripping on a new found lie
You're mama thinks it's not okay for you to go and live that way
A disappointment to your friends
You can't make love and make pretend
Im a self destructive nihilist
If it's optimism you insist

So I Go to voicemail
Feeling good
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
You I know I should care
But I don't
Want is wrong with me
What is wrong with me

And I hear a voice that's leading you home
But it's always up to me when you're gone

I know I should care but I don't

I know I should care but I don't

I know I should care but I don't
Yeah

I know I should care but I don't

I know I should care but I