Sonus Simulata - Insta Crush Lyrics

Sitting at the counter, double shot espresso in hand
Staring at my phone, wallpaper's your latest Instagram
Every like, every comment, memorized in my head
Is this getting creepy? I don't care what they said
Friends say I'm obsessed, gotta let you go
But the thought of that just leaves a hollow, empty hole
My brain's on a loop, a constant replay
Of your laugh, your smile, lighting up my day
This crush, it's a monster, feeding on my nights
Can't sleep, just scrolling, hoping, you might see my light
I know I gotta break free, but the thought of you is like a drug
This feeling's toxic, baby, but I can't seem to get enough
I stalk your Spotify, hoping to find a song we share
Maybe then you'll think of me, even if it's just a prayer
I write you poems in my head, stories filled with"what ifs"
But the reality is crushing, a world with only cliffs
Friends say I'm obsessed, gotta let you go
But the thought of that just leaves a hollow, empty hole
My brain's on a loop, a constant replay
Of your laugh, your smile, lighting up my day
This crush, it's a monster, feeding on my nights
Can't sleep, just scrolling, hoping you might see my light
I know I gotta break free, but the thought of you is like a drug
This feeling's toxic, baby, but I can't seem to get enough
Maybe one day I'll wake up, see this for what it is
A fantasy, a daydream, a fragile, fragile kiss
But for now, I'm lost in the haze, a prisoner of desire
This unhealthy obsession, burning like a fire
This crush, it's a monster, feeding on my nights
Can't sleep, just scrolling, hoping you might see my light
I know I gotta break free, but the thought of you is like a drug
This feeling's toxic, baby, but I can't seem to get enough
Maybe someday, I'll break free, gotta kick this to the curb
But for now, I'm stuck on you, baby, like a whispered, forbidden word