This is what goes on in my mind
Are you afraid of it yet
Cause I am
It's like it's a horror movie
Loyalty is something I think is hard to find
Overthinking everything just losing my mind
I got a lot people telling me I'm just worthless
I'm doing me tryna figure out my purpose
My trust is something that I find is hard to give
Everybody told me from day one on how I should live
Testing the waters to find out if this is working
You see me smile but I am not behind this curtain
Giving my trust is something I can't hand out
I'm scared I'm Sitting in my fear and I doubt
Doing a lot of hurting
If I didn't feel real feelings I would've never wrote this
The pain is something that has never left my body
It showed up knocking on my door to hurt me
Locked itself in my mind scrambling my brain
Days are dark and moody cause of the rain
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Don't get me wrong but I ain't here for the money or the fame
Cause if I was what would I be doing this for
Grew up with no money so I had to be on that grind
My hours were never the norm
I ain't on that 9-5
This music is a picture of my mind and its gunna be here till I die
It came to a point where I stopped saying things so I went and took action
And they're way louder than all the words that I had said
Trust me when I tell you
Don't take your problems back with you to your bed or it might one day
Just start messing you up like it's a bottle so try not to get it to your head
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Tell me
How are you suppose to see the sunshine without a storm
Tell me
Why does the happiness feel so foreign
We're still out here working on fulfilling our dreams
While that's goin on I'm still tryna find the real me
Wondering who I wanna be
I know I'd rather around the people who care for me
I don't wanna ride with people that are here cause they see what I'm doing now
I'd rather be surround with the people I had when I was nothing
I ain't never playing with the cards that was dealt for me
I'm dealing with this fear this pain has got me feeling so nervous
Can't open up to someone who expects me to be perfect
Throwing away the whole deck
So everybody can see
Me
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This is what goes on in my mind
Are you afraid of it yet
Cause I am
It's like it's a horror movie
Loyalty is something I think is hard to find
Overthinking everything just losing my mind
I got a lot people telling me I'm just worthless
I'm doing me tryna figure out my purpose
My trust is something that I find is hard to give
Everybody told me from day one on how I should live
Testing the waters to find out if this is working
You see me smile but I am not behind this curtain
Giving my trust is something I can't hand out
I'm scared I'm Sitting in my fear and I doubt
Doing a lot of hurting
If I didn't feel real feelings I would've never wrote this
The pain is something that has never left my body
It showed up knocking on my door to hurt me
Locked itself in my mind scrambling my brain
Days are dark and moody cause of the rain
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Don't get me wrong but I ain't here for the money or the fame
Cause if I was what would I be doing this for
Grew up with no money so I had to be on that grind
My hours were never the norm
I ain't on that 9-5
This music is a picture of my mind and its gunna be here till I die
It came to a point where I stopped saying things so I went and took action
And they're way louder than all the words that I had said
Trust me when I tell you
Don't take your problems back with you to your bed or it might one day
Just start messing you up like it's a bottle so try not to get it to your head
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Tell me
How are you suppose to see the sunshine without a storm
Tell me
Why does the happiness feel so foreign
We're still out here working on fulfilling our dreams
While that's goin on I'm still tryna find the real me
Wondering who I wanna be
I know I'd rather around the people who care for me
I don't wanna ride with people that are here cause they see what I'm doing now
I'd rather be surround with the people I had when I was nothing
I ain't never playing with the cards that was dealt for me
I'm dealing with this fear this pain has got me feeling so nervous
Can't open up to someone who expects me to be perfect
Throwing away the whole deck
So everybody can see
Me
Are you afraid of it yet
Cause I am
It's like it's a horror movie
Loyalty is something I think is hard to find
Overthinking everything just losing my mind
I got a lot people telling me I'm just worthless
I'm doing me tryna figure out my purpose
My trust is something that I find is hard to give
Everybody told me from day one on how I should live
Testing the waters to find out if this is working
You see me smile but I am not behind this curtain
Giving my trust is something I can't hand out
I'm scared I'm Sitting in my fear and I doubt
Doing a lot of hurting
If I didn't feel real feelings I would've never wrote this
The pain is something that has never left my body
It showed up knocking on my door to hurt me
Locked itself in my mind scrambling my brain
Days are dark and moody cause of the rain
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Don't get me wrong but I ain't here for the money or the fame
Cause if I was what would I be doing this for
Grew up with no money so I had to be on that grind
My hours were never the norm
I ain't on that 9-5
This music is a picture of my mind and its gunna be here till I die
It came to a point where I stopped saying things so I went and took action
And they're way louder than all the words that I had said
Trust me when I tell you
Don't take your problems back with you to your bed or it might one day
Just start messing you up like it's a bottle so try not to get it to your head
What did you expect to see in my mind?
Got these thoughts that keep me up overnight
What did you expect to hear about my past?
Venting everything I got trying to be someone I'm not
I ain't perfect
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
This is what goes on in my mind
This is why I keep my space
This is how I learn to change
This is when I turn away
Tell me
How are you suppose to see the sunshine without a storm
Tell me
Why does the happiness feel so foreign
We're still out here working on fulfilling our dreams
While that's goin on I'm still tryna find the real me
Wondering who I wanna be
I know I'd rather around the people who care for me
I don't wanna ride with people that are here cause they see what I'm doing now
I'd rather be surround with the people I had when I was nothing
I ain't never playing with the cards that was dealt for me
I'm dealing with this fear this pain has got me feeling so nervous
Can't open up to someone who expects me to be perfect
Throwing away the whole deck
So everybody can see
Me
Writer: Son Tran
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Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid