Phone Call to Heaven Video (MV)

This one is a letter to my old friend
I really wish we would've spoken till the end
Cause if we did a helping hand is what I would lend
If you're listening I got something I wanna say before I hit send
I know you're up there in clouds flying high
But I've been dreading knowing that we should've seen the signs
I can't wrap that around my mind
I really wish you didn't take that route but I ain't gonna lie
I was thinking about our memories it brought a tear to my eye
Lately I've been thinking bout what I woulda said to you
I woulda said you're not alone and you were great at what you do
I woulda said you're loved and no matter what you'd make it through
You had hopes and dreams you found the art in you
You were gifted in a way I wish I had the same thing too
However many times you were all alone and no one heard you cry
I really hoped we got the chance to speak one time before you took your life

I made a phone call up to heaven like
"Hey man I miss you and I wish you were here"
But I'll have to take it in for what it is and wipe away my tears
So if you hear from me again
Know that I made a phone call up to heaven

Now I sit in regret, and I feel like I'm a mess
I know I shouldn't be blaming me but I do
Got these thoughts in my head, as I lay in my bed
All I wanna really say is I woulda been there for you
I know you got your demons and I have a lot of mine too
No matter the cost I would trade the world for you
To have you back I can only imagine
Give you the help that you need with thoughts you've been having

One more hour one more day I wanna spend with you
Do all your favorite things maybe a hike for the view
A good friend of mine told me that pain doesn't go away but neither does the strength
I'm not gonna pretend that I really know the truth
But if I did I would be the first one telling you
No matter what we go through at the end we're just human beings
We have good and bad days but the sky will stay blue
Look up to god and have a good conversation
Sometimes I wonder if he looks down on my life and laugh
The answers might not come right now but have some patience
There's a brighter day ahead and I promise you that you'll make it
You got one life and don't let no one take that all away
Make the most of what you can the better you still awaits

I miss you

I made a phone call up to heaven like
"Hey man I miss you and I wish you were here"
But I'll have to take it in for what it is and wipe away my tears
So if you hear from me again
Know that I made a phone call up to heaven