SonTranMusic - Not Just Music Lyrics

It's always the same
Different day with the mental game
I don't know why I but I still feel pain
Sunny out but I see rain
I don't care about your money
I don't care about your fame
I don't care about your girls
I care for the fam for the friends
I care for the team for the crew
I care for the people that were there when I had nothing to lose

Don't come around me now that I started something
I've been workin' on tryna be lyrical
Talking to god cause I'm spiritual
Putting all of my hurt and my pain in this music
Reaching out to the people that could use it
Told me to stop rappin', overthinking every night, got my mind going crazy. I put my Thoughts in every line that I write with the paper I'm puttin' my pen to

Listen
This is everything to me
All that I have and all that I got
All that I need and all that I do
To me this is not just music
Take my story imma use it
This is not just music to me
You should quit
No
This is therapy to me
It's what I need it's what I bleed
This is not just music

Grew up with nothing
Working for something
Chasing my dream in every word that I say and I hope that it sink in
So many people saying I'll never be doing what I'm doing today
All of their lies got me to give in
Made me believe in something that's not me
Barely in the industry and I'm already working OT
Do you see the difference I'm tryna make
You spend your time scrolling through my page
Dissecting all the mistakes that I made
You say I'm trash and I should just give up
Man you like a kid so start to act your own age
I grew up with nothing and I'm tryna fill my own cup
Most of y'all might say after this song I'm full of myself
Mmm nah
You should really be asking who I was talking about
'Cause those people who made me write that
Are full of something else

This is everything to me
All that I have and all that I got
All that I need and all that I do
To me this is not just music
Take my story imma use it
This is not just music to me
You should quit
No
This is therapy to me
It's what I need it's what I bleed
This is not just music

Had friends giving me food when the fridge was empty at my house
Wondering where the next meal would come from
When the next warm night would even ever come
Been keeping my distance from people that I... know
But getting a bit closer with myself tryna... grow
Took a bit of space, Don't try to make it personal
Learning that I'm too scared to trust
I sit and I pray wishing to be better in the steeple

This is everything to me
All that I have and all that I got
All that I need and all that I do
To me this is not just music
Take my story imma use it
This is not just music to me
You should quit
No
This is therapy to me
It's what I need it's what I bleed
This is not just music
This is not just music