SonTranMusic - Lost Lyrics

I'm so confused with life
Lost and don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
Stuck inside my own mind
Maybe I should leave
Maybe I should stay
Everyones telling me who to be
Wonder if they really care for me
I'm so lost
Losing my mind
I'm so lost

Yea
Why you looking so lost lately
I don't know
Everything seems like it's out of place to me
Tell me how
I've been paying the due and trusting a few
I've been learning to grow but no where to go
And I'm feeling so low
Got a whistle to blow
Don't want no one to know
That I'm losing control
Another night I can barely sleep
Not sure how I even made it through this week
You're looking for someone to fill your lust
I'm searching for someone who I know I can trust
We live in a world where love is in sex
Relationships never in person but rather in text
Maybe I'm living in the wrong generation
My mind seems like a different age
I'm different than you so Im gonna be me and I'm hiding in a cage
Everybody round me want rather than they need
I'm filled up with rage you're filled up with greed
You telling me how I can never succeed
Words cut deep and you're watching me bleed
We all get judged, we all get hated, for what we believe in
I don't feel comfortable in my own skin
Asking me how long it's been since I've felt this way
Pushing everything that I have to the side
That's when it starts to dissect in my mind
Maybe that's why I'm feeling this way
I'm so confused

I'm so confused with life
Lost and don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
Stuck inside my own mind
Maybe I should leave
Maybe I should stay
Everyones telling me who to be
Wonder if they really care for me
I'm so lost
Losing my mind
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost

I've been feeling so lost lately
Why's that
Is there someone out there who hears me
Well, how come
I've been reaching for help for the pain that I dealt
I've been going to therapy
One more stranger who might understand me
Paint my mind am I gunna be free
Scribbled it all you can't really see
Tryna be happy but feel like I can't be
Demons in my head and I drown in defeat
Looking for room to breathe I sit and I critique
All of my self esteem decreased
Maybe it'll stop when I'm deceased
Thinking back to when we were young
Being asked everyday what we wanted to be
I shoulda said that I wanna be happy
Damn
This is all that I got telling you all about my personal life
Some things in my mind I can't even erase
Demons in my head thinking Imma go crazy today
Anxietys high holding me down to the bottom
I know that I got some problems
Play back the past I try so hard not to think about it often
Trapped in these thoughts I feel like I'm locked in
Got me down to the mat they'll be going for the pin
But every time I do I really wanna put that devil in my ear back in the coffin
Just go back

I'm so I'm so
I'm so I'm so
Lost
I'm so I'm so
I'm so I'm so
Lost

I'm so confused with life
Lost and don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
Stuck inside my own mind
Maybe I should leave
Maybe I should stay
Everyones telling me who to be
Wonder if they really care for me
I'm so lost
Losing my mind
I'm so lost