This year there is no clout needed
I rest in the Lord's will
Gaining my fruit without Eden
No more speeding
Taking a rest before reading
Comprehending the word
Huh
I'm done grieving
No more pleading
The devil has no hold on me
Like rosaries he held on tight
I'm screaming out no holding please
I pray the way he molded me
Jesus Christ he focused me
I'm suppose to be the poster child
Like most MC's
The poster wasn't holding me
I'm underground bunkered down
Til the sun comes out
Son no sun
Wrestling the estrogen
Thinking like a pessimist
Losing sight of excellence
Rumbling until I vent
To the Lord surrendering
It's humbling to bust the fence
I must admit I wasn't in
Until he showed I wasn't him
I stopped to think
I must give in
Into his arms running in
My biggest sin has no offence
He loves me like a son again
Without the win
You see my candles lit
I'm bringing light to the darkness
I forgot where I started
But I gotta keep walking
Now that I'm more alive it starts a war to fight
You ignore the signs
You want the sauce
I'll pour my mind on these songs and rhymes
I did more than time
It got me tore inside
I'm hard to burn like 45s
The records set
As it turns I'll let the Lord decide
Judging hard
If that's the case I'm doing 25 to life
In this game
I'm borderline excited and bored of lines
Jumping walls skipping boarder signs
I'm more define then water
I'm sort of tired
I can't understand myself most the time
The words that play in my corner mind
Are sort of kinda crazy
I sort through lines so you can see my worth in life
It hurts to write through the pain
I broke the mic through the vein
I bleed the fight through the gain
Until then it's off the top
And in the air like toupee
You never know when words will hit you
Call that Russian roulette
And if you ain't making them money
Then it's off with your head
We're never free
Until Jesus comes to pardon our french
You understand it
You see my candles lit
I'm bringing light to the darkness
I forgot where I started
But I gotta keep walking
Felt the breeze
Indeed
Covered me
Felt it's power
Can see everything that's wrong in me
On my knees, knowing that I'm a filthy
Darkness almost killed me
And things of God, I was
Belittling. But here's the thing
When the spirit comes down
Meekness and power
Understood that my life was facing downward
Smell the flowers
Enjoying His creation
Shout His name when I'm praising
Electric shock, like tasing
OH M GEE, wiz, He lives, Died for me
He did. I'm a carpenter's kid
Connect dots with the wood and lead
Number Two, but I'm bold
When it comes to standing for truth of preaching the Gospel!
Watch out folk hostile, impostors
Promising the truth, they really aloof
Get close enough to smell wolf
Mad that for years, I'd been eating their poop
It's metaphors, forgive me if I said wrong
You bet, it's on! Release You Lord!
To have your way, I'll stay in my place
Just run my race, I'm happy to be a sheep
I just wanna make it
And whatever you bring, it's a blessing
I'm gone take it
Live my life for you, I'm not waste it!