The Sonder Bombs - Play It by Fear Lyrics

Why does it feel like I'll
Never get it right
All at the same time
The articles pinned to my wall
Convince me I've got it all
Friendships rise and fall
All the time
But at the end of the day
I can't say that I'm okay
Problems that remain
Are still mine

I'm too big of a nihilist
For a world like this, I know
When I look at my life ahead
Well I don't see why I'd go
I'm too big of a narcissist
To go out like this, it shows
I've always been a coward but
That's just something everybody already knows

Wish I was free
Not locked in a cage
Wasted nights and days
The feathers pinned into my side
Make it hard to unsubscribe
To things I never wanted for my life
If you would peel back all my skin
Deciphering my intention
I think that I could really let you in

I'm too big of a nihilist
For a world like this, I know
When I look at my life ahead
Well I don't see why I'd go
I'm too big of a narcissist
To go out like this, it shows
I've always been a coward but
That's just something everybody already knows

I'm too big of a nihilist
When I look ay my life ahead
I'm too big of a narcissist