APPARITION Video (MV)

I dump
Cerebral fluid
On top of
Papyrus and time
Started at 10
Add a 9
Since then
I'm seeking
A prime
Example
Of something else
That I've taken
And really
Made mine
Thoughts take
Control
Of my life
No matter
How bumpy
The ride
The coaster
Rolled over
But still
I'm out
Of the loop
And all
This time
I dig
And plant
But I'm not
Seeing the fruit
Maybe I'm
Watering wrong
The hose
And nozzle
Are gone
Somehow
The pressure
Still on
If I can tell
You the truth
I'm feeling
Awfully incomplete
I'm willed
To work
Until my life
Depletes
For a chance
To sit in sand
On foreign
Beaches
While child-like
In soul
Imagination
Comes and goes
Wheres left
For you
To go
When your cries
Turn into screeches
Sometimes
Over dramatic
This scripture
For the theatrics
Audience
For the play
The curtains
Closed
Like a casket
Even such
Show ain't over
This considered
An intermission
When I'm faded
And lost
Haunt my mansion
An apparition
The Ghost
In the Shell
Is cracked
Indifferent
My heart intact
Intending
To be inside
Every moment
Can't question that
But how
Could I
Be inside
Every moment
With all the stressors
In focus
And brighten up
When my
Brain would
Go Black
On Kodak
It's all action
Things I always kept
Since a jitterbug
Peers were
Half Ivy Leagues
The rest of them
Are into drugs
And I dont judge
Never feeling
Holier
Than thou
Cuz I've learned
From every person
And it threw me
Into now
I still get
To smile
I still get
To smile
Back from
The skies
I've become
Musics Boomerang
Without the whole
Mass of cartoons
That play
So that
You could stay
And enjoy it
Distributions
Annoying so
Tracks have
Strayed from
Deployment
I crash in
A blaze of glory
Where real
Treatment
Ain't ointment
It's self reflection
Trying to
Understand
What I want
While being
Greatful
A lot
For everything
That I got
And everything
That I'll get
For chasing
Number 1 spots
The productivity odd
But the fact
I'm here
Still awesome
And often
Blue-er
Than Bloo
Down
In the dumps
My mood
Swings out
For lunch
Been gloomy
Past couple months
Other hand
Super stoked
Due to all
The hardships
I've crushed
And things
That I put
In motion
That's leaving
Doubts
In the dust
The Grand Turismo
Unsure of
Where I'll steer
Within the game
While my tires
Leaving tracks
Until they recognize
The name
But it all
Remains the same
At the very end
Of our days
At least
When it said
And done
I did it all
In my way
So
I still get
To smile