Help me to find a way
I pray I don't decay
But lately I been feeling some type of way
Don't believe in god but I still pray
I feel the hate
Everyone hating
But they feel same
They know my pain
But you can pretend
Like you don't know
But I know when you get all alone
I know that you know
When you lay in bed
Thinking about all the things I said
I know that you'd rather be dead
Then feel the stress
That I might die and you can't confess
That you the reason that I feel so pressed
So goodbye to all of the rest
I cannot repay the debt
I'd rather be dead
Help me to find a way
I pray I don't decay
But lately I been feeling some type of way
Don't believe in god but I still pray
Last girl I was with she left me broken hearted
Wish this pain would end
But its just getting started
I swear I did my best
But that shits not enough no
Holding on this knife got me thinking I should cut slow
I can feel some pain let the blood let it rush flow
I keep telling myself that I am not enough no
Hitting up these women only looking for a f*ck though
Lay in bed at night only wishing for her love though
Now I talk to women that I don't really trust
No option left I guess moving on is a must
I feel like i'm moving to the cusp
When the world the starts to fall apart
Young goth boy been like that from the start
The drugs left me empty left me falling apart
Take another xan let the world get dark
When the world the starts to fall apart
Young goth boy been like that from the start
The drugs left me empty left me falling apart
Take another xan let the world get dark
Help me to find a way
I pray I don't decay
But lately I been feeling some type of way
Don't believe in god but I still pray
Why can't you be genuine
I give up I let you in
I just want to let you in
I just want to build you up
Not tear you down
But I give up
Your'e not around
I'm not enough
(yeah)
I'm not enough
No I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I guess i'm really just not enough
F*ck it though
I guess I'll find somebody else