Introspexion Video (MV)

They read my sight
Hear my hands
Where am I?
It's all crashed in my mind
I want to step aside
And need to hear some lies
Please stop all this cries
Why everything seems like is dead
There's black and gray in my head
Detecting something strange
Oh God, now I'm aware
Of my mistakes

I sense it in my ears
Awakening all my fears
Reducing my soul to dust
Now I realize what I've done
No! It can't be!
Not this way my love!
No! I can't fix!
Now everything so wrong

I'm afraid, I'm insane, I'm afraid, I'm insane
Cripple me, threaten me, hurt myself, injure me
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want

It's growing, it's burning inside
Eroding, its hunger can't stop
Trembling, I'm cold and alive
I'm breathing and I just want to die

I'm afraid, I'm insane, I'm afraid, I'm insane
Cripple me, threaten me, hurt myself, injure me
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want
Scratching me, twisting me, bugging me, ticking me
No I can't, no I won't, yes I can and I want

It's growing, it's burning inside
Eroding, its hunger can't stop
Trembling, I'm cold and alive
I'm breathing and I just want to die

I'm sorry, Shit! I just know to fail
I miss you, to live my burden will be
Abusing, this goal I'll daily sustain
The suffering, will be the fuel for me!

I!
Cry!
Yes!
Now!
Smile!