I wish I wasn't me
I'm drinking from a broken glass
And wishing I could freeze the past
Cuz nothing ever seems to stay the same
I'm tired of the consequense
From using someones innocence
Ambition goes from golden to a plague
And deep to my bones
I fought to find an answer
To wanting more
And constantly turn fake
But if I could escape the words orOnly redefine them down to whispers
Dear God
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me
My love keeps turning red to black
No meaning to keep looking backBut sometimes it's so hard to keep the faith
I'm feeling f*cking bottomless
I'm cursed with always wanting Something else and not be happy where I am
And deep to my bones
I fought to find an answer
To wanting more
And constantly turn fake
But if I could escape the words orOnly redefine them down to whispers
Dear God
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me