Sol Hardy - Insomniac Lyrics

Never get drunk on love
Cause the hangover might just be too much
Trying to throw up all of the memories that show up
And killing the migraines for days
Caught inside of a hellish game
But she was Ciroc
And you took one too many shots
Now your heart is in knots
Scars from bottom to top
Barely doing its job
Cause she's running cold in your hemoglobin
And she's causing the clots
Yeah
She seduced ya
But I bet you didn't know
That she was medusa
In you chest a stone
Sitting in between your ribs spitting rhythm like a busted metronome
Personal annihilation begging for defibrillation
Never have you ever
Needed liberation from a situation where
Whatever the weather through your better endeavors
You couldn't get her to care for anyone but herself
Anyone but herself
But

I just want stability
I don't want responsibility
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up, wake up
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up, wake up
Now

I'm in distress
It's relentless
Never mistrust a mistress
F*ck sex
No one gets it anymore
It's just another quick fix for getting sedated
More lovers lost, more love is tainted
I've been getting f*cked up on seduction
I'm a puppet good for nothing but lusting
Strung out addiction to her loving
I'm a broken hearted abuser of being used
And she's a black hearted heroin of misuse
Black tar
Use you as an excuse to fuel youthful abuse
To used to feud your food for
Feeding her demons in need of bleeding
Their digging their teeth in and drinking your freedom
Your reasons for feeling depleting
Your angels seemingly fleeing
She's leaving breathing with a lack of meaning
Every evening an attack on eden
Leaving Eve and Adam with an adamant appetite
For inadequate inanimate apple bites
With a serpentine mind
She's venom she's wine
She's lust and she's lies

I just want stability
I don't want responsibility
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up, wake up
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up

Without her
Never close these eyes
Never wake to find all of the dreams about her
Were all inside of a severed mind
I was lying with lies
Ms. Jekyll and Hyde
The pleasure was great but it was only half of the pain
I'm in love with the ache
And going insane is underrated and you know it
Your psychosis overdosing on the deadliest diagnosis
With pockets of posies but you tasted like roses
And now I need you to hold me
I'm crashing
Tasting the ashes I'm day dreaming of dying
Imagine paranoia multiplying into the millions
In front of your eyes
Don't gotta envision a sickening mind
It's cancerous living disguise it with smiles
So unforgiving it's relentless and hitting like blunts
It's killing me by the minutes and months
But I can't give her up
But I can't give her up
But I can't give her up
Now

I just want stability
I don't want responsibility
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up, wake up
I just wanna stay up, stay up
So I don't gotta wake up