sojboj - Memories Lyrics

First you lied to me
Then you cried to me
What do you expect from me?
Acting like my enemy
You just want to see the world burn
Always looking for the wrong turn
You've had your run
Now you're there left with a smoking gun
I just threw the match in
Was this not what you imagined?
Now i feel nothing
Im done with the trusting
And i need a moment just to heal yeah
Back the clock to when i still could feel yeah
You were aiming for the stars
Now with broken glass you're adding scars
Popping Adderall
Just to numb it all
Should have known it from the start
Father absent
So now you pretend your life is like a beauty pageant
Using your looks, straight from the books
Now you shook
Was it really all it took?
Should have known it from the start
First you lied to me
Then you cried to me
What do you expect from me?
Acting like my enemy
Should have known it from the start
Never thought that we would fall apart
Driving on my own
Your chance blown
Now I'm gone
First you lied to me
Then you cried to me
What do you expect from me?
Acting like my enemy
Should have known it from the start
Never thought that we would fall apart
I don't know what i found so appealing
But if not for you
I would not be stuck with this rotten feeling
Lose my number
Chop it up like lumber
Sorry girl but i don't see a future
Overcome the hills
Seek tomorrow's thrills
Hundred dollar pills
Anything to feel