Broken Video (MV)

Maybe if I wasn't scared
Or maybe if I didn't care
No matter what others think
It won't get the best of me
My heart is racing I can't breathe
I cannot focus on anything
Maybe they just hate me
Or maybe I'm just thinking too much
It's like a rollercoaster I can't get over
It's up then down, I can't get closure
Nothing's working
Am I broken?
In the long run, it won't matter
But in this moment I feel like I'm overpowered
Someone pull me out
I need a hand right now
It's like a rollercoaster I can't get over
I'm moving backwards not getting closer
Nothing's working
I think I'm broken
I might have gone a bit too far
And lost myself in the dark
I'm on my knees
Take this pain away from me
And I'm sorry I left the party
Im scared that you just don't really want me there
Paranoia is holding me down
I can't control the way that I feel right now
Do you even care what I'm saying? or
You have to be here that's why your staying? oh
I wanna go home