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Man, I heard that when I'm older I'd be put to the test
Shit
I'm already struggling this side of the fence
Fell off to the side
My family all decided I can't
I catch strays
Dust em off, the callus all on my hands
The terror live inside of me
Anxiety ruin my plans
World can crash, I'm still gon' promise
You can't ruin my jazz
Whether times is great or times is rough
This moment will pass
Whether times is good or times is bad this moment will
All myself from the soul
Try for top of the pole
This music great for rebalancing all my inner me's
Lately I've been sure of it
These albums, I got ten of these
Been through it all, these things we could've been
You kidding me?
Time might be your friend but ain't been kind to me
And certainly
I'm gon' need my way, it's for eternity
That's that
This time is not my friend, I keep on begging for it back
Give it back
You won't ever see as much as I've grown
Lord knows I've been deceptive before
If you don't beg me I can't be around
You can't ever see as much as I've grown
Mistakes is still the same as before
So I won't be around
They gon' talk about me
Say it with your chest out
They gon' hear this shit
Like damn, Sock the best out
I be lying man, my stories never check out
Wish my people knew how bad I wanted just to branch out
I'm tired of myself
You think I want to be this villain
You hear it in my voice
You think I care about your feelings
My mind is complicated, try to make it make sense
I love my family, how many of 'em fake friends
Tell me all my secrets
If you kept them let me know
F*ck it
Tell them all my secrets
I'm gon' give them to the world
They gon' tell me 'bout my problems
All my trauma, all my vices
My soul is not for sale
You won't be matching, not my prices
I might up and catch a flight
Fighting Irish, my goodbyes
To the ones who really know me, this should come as no surprise
They don't warn you 'bout these types of things
I'm something in denial
They don't warn you 'bout these types of things
I'm somewhat in denial
In denial
You won't ever see as much as I've grown
Lord knows I've been deceptive before
If you don't beg me I can't be around
You can't ever see as much as I've grown
Mistakes is still the same as before
So I won't be around