It's a feeling I can't quite describe
But it takes over me
It's rooted in my gut and it
Spreads out completely
I walked to the water's edge felt so calm
Even though it was tumultuous in the morning dawn
I wanted to sit right in and let the waves carry me
Disappear into the seafoam into the air I breathe
Anything to completely erase me
Body torn apart one with the water
Poured back into where I came from
Encased in my own destruction
I walk around like an open wound
Pour all your salt all over me
Open me up it's sweet release
Don't repair keep it festering
I am soft like a peach
Put your hands all over me
Check for bruises make sure to see
Any marks from my journey
I am soft like a peach
Please mush me into a pulp
Don't keep me recognizable
I want to feel so far
Far away from what I've seemed before
Give me a taste of that smooth good stuff
Give me a taste of how it feels to be enough
What if I explored a feeling I had never felt before
Can I exceed my own ability to perceive?