Snowblind - Special Lyrics

This one will go out to the masses who've never given a f*ck
You wonder why we do this its 'cause we have had enough
I've got the devil on my shoulder and shit he be tryna flex
With my emotions like the rest, I think the angels gettin jealous
But this is not another let me go this
Is another I sure hope you know that
My mind lacks pieces I cant find
That tears me apart rips from inside
I'm aggravated honestly too frustrated to state it
There are no words that I could use to quite correctly say it
I bullshit my problems then make excuses up to solve em'
Like it really helps at all thats just patching up on a deep wound
A deep wound that makes me want too
Be someone special