[ Featuring O.H.G Jay ]
Go hard til I'm finished I don't know nothing else (Until i'm finish)
Was so full of pride at once rejected help (Pride)
From family and friends
Don't worry about me I got it (I got it)
Smile on my face
Zero dollars on my pocket (Damn)
Looking through my wallet
Like money just gone show up (Huh)
Feeling like man I'm tired staying down
I'm tryna go up (Go up)
Enough to make you go nuts
But you keep yo composure (Keep it cool)
One thing about it you can't tell me mama ain't raise a soldier (Soldier)
For real (For real)
Forever in the field
But I wanna shine too (I just want to shine)
I been grinding for some long
Feel like my time due (Feel like the time)
Think I deserve a pie a two
My life been less than sweet (For real)
Don't it get twisted though
I'm grateful I've been blessed to see (Im blessed)
The world through different lenses
Had plenty ups and plenty downs (Yea)
But I want more in life
Tryna elevate up through the clouds (Elevate up through the clouds)
Yea
Make my mama proud (Yeah)
Huh
Fulfill my destiny (Fulfill my Destiny)
Permanent ecstasy
Pray God keep on protecting me
Starting to recognize (What)
That this life ain't all bad
Look into my eyes (My eyes)
That's where alotta pain resides (Yea yea)
Yea
Angel in disguise (Disguise)
But can't show it so I just fall back
Continue with my life (My life)
Stay away from all the hype (Stay away)
Yea
Often wonder why? (Why)
I was dealt of deck of the cards
It's hard even to cry (uh huh)
So mentally scarred
But I'm always aiming high (Aim high)
Vision of me as a star
(Yea)
Really do or die (Do or die)
Anything else I disregard (Yea)
Aye
I'm starting to realize (Realize)
Yeah in this life its do-or-die (Uh huh)
Can't be living petrified (I cant)
So fear I do not recognize (Nah)
I'm dodging all the bad vibes (Yea yeah)
Me and you cannot Collide (Nah)
All they do is hate and lie
So this good heart I can't provide (Nah) your access been denied (Aye)
Kill yourself suicide (Nah)
Bang yourself use a 9 (Pow)
Nah bang yourself use the chopper (Uh huh)
I can smell that bullshit through my nostrils (Uh huh)
All that trash talk save for Oscar (Uh huh)
I'm a king like Mufasa (I am)
Had to sit myself up and fix my posture (I did)
So much shit in my life I'm trying to conquer (I am)
I'm trying to save myself from going bonkers (For real)
From the demons and monsters (Monsters)
They been trying to take me under (Under)
When I'm trying to take it over (Uh huh)
And they will not take me over (They wont)
I been through my ups and downs (Uh huh)
And I'm still on the roller coaster (I am)
Aye
From the dark to the light (Yea yea)
Fnd I ain't talking Sammy Sosa (Ha ha)
Take your hand off that controller (Yea yea)
Cause they will not control us (Nah nah)
The police out to cold us (Yea yeah)
Trying to bury us in Roses (They is)
Trying to lock us up and hold us (They is)
But im out living Focus (Yeah yeah)
Starting to recognize (What)
That this life ain't all bad
Look into my eyes (My eyes)
That's where alotta pain resides (Yea yea)
Yea
Angel in disguise (Disguise)
But can't show it so I just fall back
Continue with my life (My life)
Stay away from all the hype (Stay away)
Yea
Often wonder why (Why)
I was dealt of deck of the cards
It's hard even to cry (Uh huh)
So mentally scarred
But I'm always aiming high (Aim high)
Vision of me as a star
(Yea)
Really do or die (Do or die)
Anything else I disregard (Yea)
