Sōmaphore - Through the Glass Lyrics

Why do I continue to do this?
Live as if I know what life is for
Despite my best being in the past
There is still truth left in me
Somewhere for anyone who will listen to me

There are things that draw me forward
Through uncertainty and fear
And though I can't touch the water
It's still cold in here

I can't explain what I feel
So speak to me
I am openly receiving
And there are few who could convince me
To believe in the worth of my relation
To the world that I've started hating

But with chemicals within me
And a voice outside to guide me
I'll transcend this hollow body
And let ego float to aether

At last step back at peace with
What I don't understand
I'll never, never understand