Sōmaphore - In an Age of Placation Lyrics

I was always yours
Lost beneath the waves
I never meant to return
I never meant to make you mad again

You offered me ovaries
And played with the pleasantries
I always thought you'd burn them up
I had no will to apologize
It's just as well

I was always yours
Lost beneath the waves
You and your silly face
Not quite how you remembered

I'll be in your brain
Sinking through your synapses
Preaching to stolen dreams
Growing more beautiful, beautiful
Safe inside your cerebral shell
Why don't you send me some thought?

I will always be lonely
I'm always a liar
And I was always yours
I abandoned you

And found it sedative
To roll in the dark chill
A thousand years away
Just a smoking memory
Reminder of a gasping breath
In your ear

You tore me out
When I barely found a way
Through the winter and the warm
To everything we want
Bright and clear

I always wanted to play
I always had a place
And I was always yours