Smallz - Saving Myself Lyrics

Yeah, I'm always singing these days
Why am I still here, here waiting for you
You made that shit clear, but I still adore you
Why do I feel like you did me dirty
And what made you feel like it's okay to hurt me
And I don't really get to talk about it, so I write a song about it in hopes of saving me
A lot of people like to walk around it like they don't give a f*ck about it, that shit is crazy
I really feel like if we stuck through may be, you'd last long enough to be my baby, maybe
Why are you still here, after you f*cked up
Why do you still try? I wish you would shut up
Why did you let me think you were special
It makes me sad, but you're too bad for my mental
And I don't really get to talk about it, so I write a song about it in hopes of saving me
A lot of people like to walk around it like they don't give a f*ck about it, that shit is crazy
I really feel like if we stuck throughout it maybe, you'd last long enough to be my baby, maybe
I used to be certain I'd take off your clothes, such a beautiful person
And lord only knows what I'd do for this person
She's taking control, let her take all the reins, man I'm sure that it shows
I ain't used to this hurting, I'm making it known
If you seeing the signs, bro don't take that shit home
And I'm usually certain, still take off your clothes
If this really the end, I won't spend it alone
And I don't really get to talk about it, so I write a song about it in hopes of saving me
A lot of people like to walk around it like they don't give a f*ck about it, that shit is crazy
I really feel like if we stuck through what it may be, we'd last long enough to be my baby, maybe