Lost in my head again, voided existence
But I stay trapped in the same routine
Push everyone I love away
I felt my best when I was all alone
Just force me right back into my heart of stone
Our makeshift happiness is burned in a moment then its gone
Type up your resume and file under alone
They caught us in a daze
Right where they want us to be
Last dance with mary jane on the radio
And straight to hell we go
My lungs fill up with smoke
Numb and exactly what I need for me to forget there is nothing left for me
My grave is full with the weight of regret
No one can judge me when there's nothing left