Ill Video (MV)

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Had it well off but im mentally ill
And this beats f*ckin ill
We on that old skool shit, im bout to f*ckin spill
Some f*ckin real shit that happened in my life
Its been a year but I sit here playing around with this knife
I'm tryna survive, I joke around with pain in my eyes
I dont have a bad life
I'm not insane, but not mentally right
No reason to die, but all I think about is the night
That the only thing on my mind was f*ckin suicide
Feel blue outside
Always walkin round being stared at
And bullied bout my hair and f*ckin
Uhhh
Please just let me be me
And we will just see
Which one of yall lil niggas
Or fake bitches be f*ckin wit me

Uhh
Yuhhh

Don't give a f*ck bout this lil f*ck niggas
Soccer haircuts, say they f*ckin bitches
Thinkin they big but not sayin shit to a nigga face
They a f*ckin disgrace to they family and should try
F*ck up my face
And just realise that they lil f*ck niggas
Yuh
I'm really out here and I'm f*ckin wit hitters
Yuh
You a litter, lil kitty ass nigga
Yuh
Probably spitters lil queer ass niggas

Yuh yuh
But for real lets get back onto this real nigga shit
Don't feel content when I'm sober and just really wanna quit
Hate being alone but I'm too f*cking scared to be committed
And I'm just scared that I'll become a lil f*ck nigga

But I'm
Sick and tired of being f*cked up mentally
By girls and guys losing trust and lost in eyes
Glad I got real ones by my side
Give me a reason to thrive
No reason to die
Multiple reasons to love life

Damn