I'm sorry, but I have to say
That I think it's better off this way
All my hope has been deceased
Because drinking has become my feast
Quitting's never been a habit
But now I live in fear like a rabbit
My one way out will be a mistake
Drinks and accusations turned me fake
I hate what has come upon me
Air so heavy and I can't breathe
This isn't what I'm living for
I know I deserve so much more
Now I drink till I see black
Try to seek help, but I lack
Thought of death makes me feel less empty
Since I only have to deal with me
I'm standing at the edge of this bridge
I need to find a better way
I hate what has come upon me
Air so heavy and I can't breathe
This isn't what I'm living for
I know I deserve so much more
There seems to be only one way out
But I need to find a better way
I need to find a better way
I need to find a better way