I Want to Be Alive Video (MV)

Live from where I lay, I done thought about you a hundred times
Somehow we never meet. You be outta bounds, when you run my mind

Need some coffee beans and a time machine. I can't remember
Think I lost myself in last September, to the grass and liquor

Wake up. Consciousness drifting, think I done fell asleep
Bought weed, clothes and liquor and every dream they was selling me
Coping wit a heart that's been mourning clinging to memories
Take me to Shambhala cus heaven's shallow and hell is deep

Damn, even tho I wanted to die before
Subconsciously I'm feeling I'll be fine, if I just try some more

I'm young and I ain't ever live a life
I found a craft and started working on it every single night
And made these songs so when I die, you can bring me back to life
Achieve my dreams after I die, but now I wanna be A. . Live
I think I wanna be alive

Like yea, yea, yea
Okay. Live from where I lay, I done thought about you a hundred times
Somehow we never meet. You be outta bounds, when you run my mind

Need some coffee beans and a time machine. I can't remember
Think I lost myself in last September, to the grass and liquor

I'm young and I ain't never live a life
I walked the streets and thought that death was 'round the corner every night
I face the mirror, I can put the U and I in suicide
So many ways to lose a life, but i choose to be A. . Live
Said I choose to be alive