Slimmy Tha Hippy - Baldwin Paradise X Dead Homiez Lyrics

Don't know if it's hard to carry a casket, or carry the weight of my heart
I'm getting older and life's moving faster. 'Member I used to be scared of the dark
When Shirley died, my world eclipsed. Ain't seen the sun since 2014
Ironic still forever mourning
Can't find a word in a thesaurus
To describe the pain and the misfortune
Ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
Oooh. ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
My love ones gone
Paradise to cousin Morgan. Death hit different the younger they are
If I see a Baldwin family portrait, I think of the members not wit us no more
& you got two kids. I'm Sirius your suns gon shine like
Ultra violet, quasar, celestials in the lime light
Woah. Ooh yea yea
Footsteps in the sand led
To heaven. That's paradise
Uh. I'm terrified
Nas. That cherry wine
My Amy's gone, she purified
Meanwhile I'm here teary eyed
My baldwin's all in paradise
Ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
Oooh. ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
My love ones gone
(Humming)
Okay. Everybody got dead homies
Everybody had mourning sickness
Everybody got dead homies
Everybody had mourning sickness
Everybody got dead homies
Everybody had mourning sickness
Everybody got, Everybody had
21 hours away when Jasmine died, tryna stop thinking bout our talks
Fake smiles, war and camouflage
Internal battles but you never
Lost. Find myself being there
Lost. I find myself being there
Crazy cus I'm so detached
We ain't speak in a cool lor year 'fore your death
Don't wanna see your face on Instagram
On those Rest In Peace Flipagrams
Looking like this shit just can't be real, how your life a thing that's in the past
Moment of silence shhh y'all letting the beat play out
Raven I think about you day in and day out
Wishing that you coulda stayed here, but we coulda got the pain
Shook as f*ck with clouded mind. Niggas gotta let the rain out
Suicide is really genocide we all dead inside it's no escape now
Crazy cus I'm so detached
You was gon for some months, I ain't know that you passed
Then my grandmother died. I'm still coping with that
Now I got nothing to live for and nothing but time. Nothing but time to focus on that
The purist love a nigga ever had, I never find nothing as potent as that
I never find nothing as potent as that
Everybody got dead homies
Everybody had mourning sickness
Everybody got dead homies
Everybody had mourning sickness
Everybody got, Everybody had
Like yeah yeah yeah
Okay. Ohhh Ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
Ohhh ah ah ah ahhh
My love ones gone
My love ones gone