Slicedapplesauce - Place That I Used to Go (feat. Noah Rubin) Lyrics

I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home
I wanna run away run away run away
I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home

Thought I was done with all this down and depressing crap
But man I feel it every day has been taking me back
Mom's marriage fell apart for the second time
She'll try to hide it but I'm seeing the pain in her eyes
Life's burdens heavy weight got no strength to lift
I'd hold the weight of the world if I could get one wish
But one wish would never solve it all
Saw my boy for the first time he's getting tall
Time lost and the cost was mine
I almost lost my mind holding to hope so blind
Its like I'm trying to find somewhere I left behind
But still I can't rewind so I'm just left here crying
Damn
Am I a man if I've been feeling like giving it up
Just runaway cause I've been feeling like living's too much
I give my all but its never enough
I always been tough but now I'm feeling so crushed

I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home
I wanna run away run away run away
I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home

I've been degrading and fading I weigh the love with the hating
Got so much bitterness waiting for all that love to awaken
I've forsaken so many so called friends
Cause I just can't pretend like I can be there till the end
I stayed down you played down I'm weighed down you fade out
You know my dad just died, nobody cried
Got me thinking 'bout my life though
And if I died today how many might show
And I'm not talking like I'm ready to go
But I been ready to know how many friends are foes
Yeah I suppose it ain't so black and white
But I been laughing light, to try and act polite
What do I make of this mess
So many thoughts in my head I need to get off of my chest
But there's not enough time for me to let out all these lines
If I say I'll be fine, I know I'd be lying

I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home
I wanna run away run away run away
I know a place that I used to go just to be alone
Its so far from home its so far from home

I gotta run away run away run away run
I gotta run away run away run away run
I know theres a place out there safe from this pain
I know I can make it I know it I pray
I know theres a place out there safe from this pain
I gotta run away