Sleeping Through Breakfast - Break Down & Smile Lyrics

I'm starting to feel like
This isn't real life
But I've got nowhere left to go
Back to my old bedroom
Where I'll try to clear some headroom
To find my motivation to grow
Up and down on this merry-go-round
I'm afraid of what I'll do
With all this newfound time
Because I'm bored with introspection
And I'm sick of my reflection
What the hell has happened to my mind

Son of a man, of a man, of a man
Who was comfortable in every world he didn't understand
Told of a place where the human race
Finally started understanding
The kind of love we should be demanding

I'm alone with myself
For the first time in a while
What would it take
For me to just
Break down and smile
I want to break down and smile

So you can light me up if you want
But you can't face the risk of getting caught
The end's coming now
Ready or not
Thank god I'm finally getting what I want

I just want you to know
Just want you to know
Just want you to know
I'm gonna come back with a smile
I want you to know
Oh god, I want you to know
I want you to know
I'm gonna come back with a smile

I want you to know
I want you to know
I want you to know
I'm gonna come back with a smile
I want you to know
I want you to know
I want you to know
I'm gonna come back with a smile