slchld - SMILING THRU. Lyrics

I've been on the losing end of it all
But somehow I'm still smiling through the storm
Hope my driver knows the way to my home
Cuz I haven't been sober since the dawn

Am I letting myself
Go a little too crazy for my own damn good

But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark all helpless

And it feels at times
I can't grasp what is real

And it feels at times
When I'm going thru my phone

I don't know
Can't explain
I feel empty inside
And my brain feels like it's melting away
When I'm in this state there's a rush when I fade
I miss getting high now that there's too much on my plate
I just wanna lay down now

I've been on the losing end of it all
But somehow I'm still smiling through the storm
Hope my driver knows the way to my home
Cuz I haven't been sober since the dawn

Am I letting myself
Go a little too crazy for my own damn good

But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark all helpless

Am I letting myself
Go a little too crazy for my own damn good

But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark all helpless

So what if I let go of everything
So what if I let go of everything