janus Video (MV)

I put a smile on my face
계속 웃어야돼
No matter how I feel
기분이 좋던 말던
Even if I'm sinkin' can't be droppin' tears ain't a boy I'm a man now
망설이거나 울면 안돼 이젠 어린 아이가 아니니까
Soon to be an star in due time
곧 나도 별이 될거니까
But what's the purpose of doing all the things that I did
근데 내가 괜찮은 척을 해도 의미가 있을까
Trying to grow for what reason I wish
내가 성장해야 된다는 이유를 알고싶다

I wish I knew
진심으로 알고싶다

I'm used tightening my neck so I won't stand out
나는 눈치 보며 시선을 피하는게 익숙했어
But now I've come too far I wish
하지만 나도 모르게 여기까지 왔어

I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how I feel

How I feel

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me

There are couple moments where I want to look back
And I'm just thinking if I made the right choices
Would it be right

Would it be right
I wish, I could, I would

I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how it'd feel

How I feel

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me