Beautiful Disaster Video (MV)

I've spending all my days dwelling on the past over you
And I've been broken down so long a good day is overdue
I've been here times before, but you left me way more sore
It's too late to make amends, we can never ever be friends
Now I'm wasted, I don't know when this happened, but I'll take it
And I'ma smile even if I fake it, I don't know when this happened
But my world's no longer crashing, what a beautiful disaster this is
I'm not spending all my days dwelling on the past over you
You used to have me stuck, what the f*ck, I'm just glad that we're through
I've been here times before, but you left me way more sore
It's too late to make amends, we can never ever be friends
Now I'm wasted, I don't know when this happened, but I'll take it
And I'ma smile even if I fake it, I don't know when this happened
But my world's no longer crashing, what a beautiful disaster
Now I'm wasted, I don't know when this happened, but I'll take it
And I'ma smile even if I fake it, I don't know when this happened
But my world's no longer crashing, what a beautiful disaster this is
I'm drunk, don't know how I'm getting home
And I know that I never should've called your phone
'Cause you answered and told me to come through
And when I'm drunk all I want is you
Now I'm wasted, I don't know when this happened, but I'll take it
And I'ma smile even if I fake it, I don't know when this happened
But my world's no longer crashing, what a beautiful disaster this is
Now I'm wasted, I don't know when this happened, but I'll take it
And I'ma smile even if I fake it, I don't know when this happened
But my world's no longer crashing, what a beautiful disaster this is