Will you be here in the morning after?
I'll try my best
I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna be just like the rest
When these days turned into nightfall
I held you close, i thought i might fall
Now i know your presence was never vital
Cause i'm still so damn suicidal
Without you here
Use i use then i use again
I hurt those that i called my friends
Does it ever go away? will it ever end?
Long nights getting high i can't remember when i last felt this way
I don't deserve to feel this way
I don't deserve to know your name
I don't deserve to hear what you say to me
When i blackout
Crash out
Break down
And fall out
I'm just maxed out
I got racks now
But i'm too damn tired to go cash out
Blackout
Crash out
Break down
And fall out
I'm just maxed out
I got racks now
But i'm too damn tired to go cash out