Manic Depressive Video (MV)

I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it yeah
I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it

I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it yeah
I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it

I done came a long way from sleeping backseat
Lots of long nights I still get haunted by these bad dreams
Poured that liquor in my cup
Cuz I keep on waking up
My mind jump like double dutch
I could never do enough
I know one thing is for certain
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
Going crazy like the circus
Makes me wonder if it's worth it
I got demons all lined up in my brain
I might go insane
I know I could never be the same

I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it yeah
I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it

Drown my sorrows
Diving deep inside a brand new bottle of tequila
I smoke lots of reefer
I go manic crazy
Then I jump inside the rabbit hole
And pop out in the matrix
Taking blue pills, red pills
Think I been sedated
All these people in my life
Left me broken full of strife
Drag myself up out the dark and now I'm trying to shine my light
I'm bipolar but I'm centered
Heart was colder than the winter
I'm no angel, I'm a sinner
Least I recognize the difference

I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it yeah
I'm downing pills no perkies
I, I
Trying to stop my mind from working
I, I
I'm in pain yeah I been hurting
I, I
I know one thing is for certain I been living like it's worth it