Hurt So Much Video (MV)

I used to do drugs just to stimulate my brain, Now I do drugs just to hide all this pain
If you want smoke we'll turn you to a strain, Cubans on my neck and I ain't talking bout no chain
I got a little money now they say a Nigga changed, I could never switch but I refuse to stay the same
My Uncle told me boy you don't need a f*cking gang, My Auntie said don't let nobody play with yo name
The drugs helped me when I needed to escape from the drama, Now the drugs help when I need to escape from the trauma
I'm a crack baby bitch I got it from my momma, Nigga I'm a hustler I don't play about my commas
Run up on me Pussy then yo body gone get dropped, Violence round the city Laurie begging me to stop
Y'all niggas had beds boy I slept up on a cot, Then I ran up two milly now I let that milly rock
I ain't never worried bout what a pussy nigga say, I walk it like I talk bitch come say it to my face
My brother got caught with a pound and two ks, Raised up in the hood bitch it made us this way
Some nights I didn't eat, Heart cold no heat
Be careful who u call gang Niggas pushing plea, I was really broke when they called a Nigga cheap
Now I got 20 straps laying at my feet
Cause Ill be damned if I let you take me from my son, I'm ten toes down Nigga I could never run
I could never cap when I lose and say I won, A wise man said you gone win and lose some
All the dirt I did ima take it to the grave, I'm hella underrated but I ain't never under paid
I cut them blood sucking bitches off like I'm blade, Shooters on my team like the Celtics in 08
You blessed if you had both yo momma and yo father, You blessed if you never had to shower in cold water
I'm blessed because I just f*cked this racist cracker daughter, My ancestors up in heaven telling me to go harder
I'm a pull her tracks out, She said she need to tap out
I f*cked her till she passed out, I beat it up like Pacquiao
She left but she back now, You know I never back down
I heard her man sad now, Cause they bitch getting passed around
I ain't acting gangster nigga I'm not a thug, I'm just letting u know that my niggas carry slugs
Shorty feel gangster when she off them f*cking drugs, She said give me dick you can keep that f*cking love
I was dirty as a bitch now I'm flyer then a dove, I'm micheal with the hits and I'm OJ with the glove
I ain't scared of no man but the one above, If I stepped on one of yo niggas bitch come get it back in blood Pussy