Skylight Parade - vertigo... Lyrics

I have got vertigo and I don't know where to go
Tired I am to the bone
Not all roads lead to Rome
I've got days when I love my life
And days when I wonder why I cannot beat the hype
Am I living a lie?
But

Serenity kicks in when you and I close the distance and close our eyes
When I'm getting in over my head your chest is where I feel safe and sound
Honey, I wanna be strong
Everything is upside down
Usually, I carry the load but this time I don't know what for

I have got vertigo and I don't know where to go
I guess I'll have to accept that it's not worth to pretend
My dad says it's alright
It's alright for boys to cry
But I'm turning twenty-five so I have to dry my eyes

Serenity kicks in when you and I close the distance and close our eyes
When I'm getting in over my head your chest is where I feel safe and sound
Honey, I wanna be strong
Everything is upside down
Usually, I carry the load but this time I don't know what for

I have got vertigo and I wanted you to know
That I will come around, just not while I'm in this town