Had a keeper had to keep her on the side
Dog ass nigga never satisfied
See I don't shift the blame I just put it to the side
Funny how all my problems always started with my pride
They always seem to talk about the things that they don't know
My plan was to build you up
Damn you just won't grow
Guess I'll be leaving then
She screaming out don't go
I gave my all but on your side you a no show
Don't call my phone promise I won't pickup
Wanna be left alone but the problems start to build up
Falling back behind my homies tell me keep up
I'm choking in the finals but balling out in pick up
Complain how I'm always busy with work
But if I start to dial back then you complain about the perks
Sometimes I'm really numb sometimes I'm really hurt
Cause you only really love the money and equate it to my worth
Momma said we were kings and reminded us at birth
I'm just tryna elevate not put your name up in the dirt
I got some pains up in my chest that probably follow me to my hearse
Or I could pour it all out and really tell you in a verse like damn
A man's worth typically doesn't extend past what he can create for others Hard truths
But that's my love life gave this shorty all my love but she never love right
See your love was a drug got me faded all night
See I had to write you off now I'm feeling alright yeah
But that's my love life gave this shorty all my love but she rather love fights
Really thought she was the one to go and call wife
Had to go and scratch you off treat you like a past blight
I heard it's killa season
So I'm out here with the keys in
Aye lock the door don't let the breeze in
They might go kill me for no reason
Cause you out here spreading rumors
I just fall back and silently maneuver
I was soon to cut you off my homies saying sooner
Asking for forgiveness but beggars can't be choosers
Won't say no names won't even give you that power
I just take a pill then I'm faded for some hours
Weird how these relationships make friendship go sour
Take roses out the water replanted the flowers
For the niggas in the back could say a lil louder
Keep my name up out the mentions why you acting like a lil coward
On these songs I'm getting traffic why they tryna rush ours
I'm just be patient from the drama never cower
Never had a problem that didn't fully devour
Never had a chick that I didn't fully empower
Till that blew up in my face back stabs I encountered
Repurposed the button now I'm swinging back with counters
Feel like Joe Budden bald heads with the powder
Need a Robitussin dark days with the showers
Said she needed space so I'm moving outer
Cause I know what that means but she'll call back in a hour damn