Skullhunter's Diary - An Angel's Farewell Lyrics

The fog on the battlefield slowly disappears
Rain starts falling down on me
To wash away the pain I felt so long
Deathly silence surrounds me
My senses slowly return
Now I can breathe again
Walking away
But suddenly I wonder

Am I strong enough?
There's so much pain for me to bear
I'm standing at the stairway of broken hope
My future drowning in the mud
No beacon guiding my way
I had dreams, I had wishes
But I never caught a glimpse at the stars

I start to turn around
Take back a few steps to risk
One last look on the enemy I fought
I lean over the dead body
And something inside me flares up
An unknown insanity suddenly takes hold of me
S intense like nothing before
A creepy crazy horror flushes through my mind
What is happening to me?
Where comes it from
What can this be?

A venom is flushing through my veins
Makes me feel like I'm becoming insane
It itches everywhere but I cannot scratch myself
In my brain madness meets brutality

It becomes stronger and bigger
As if something takes possession
An unknown pain is pounding through my brain
Becomes a choking obsession
Silent screams seem to be in vain
I put off every compassion
Leave behind every restraint
Bad becomes good, good becomes bad
I don't know what to believe in
Silent I scream, loudly I'm speechless
I tear out my whole feelings

As I took one last look into the dead man's face
I got pushed through by cold blooded terror
A never known panic drives me sweat
I realize my biggest error
Panic is spreading into me
He is looking exactly like me
I always fought an evil me
I prepared my own destiny

Am I strong enough?
There's so much pain for me to bear
I'm standing at the stairway of broken hope
My future drowning in the mud
No beacon guiding my way
I had dreams, I had wishes
But I never caught a glimpse at the stars

I always tortured myself
I laid stones in my own way
I pushed myself off the throne
I am the Unknown