Skofi - Dreaming or Dead Lyrics

I think I'm finally over you
After everything you've put me through
But I will catch myself again
Hiding in the bathroom at 3 a.m
Still crying over you
So tell me am I dreaming or dead
Not sure what's going on in my head
It's getting harder to pretend
Acting fine while I'm out with my friends
The night is over, lying wasted in my bed
Not completely sober, but I remember what I dreamt
Yeah it felt so good, felt like the times back then
Yeah I just miss you and I don't know how to feel real again
Please tell me am I dreaming or dead
Still so much pain in my chest but yet
The thought of dreaming of you again
Will always sound better then being dead
So tell me am I dreaming or dead
Not sure what's going on in my head
It's getting harder to pretend
Acting fine while I'm out with my friends