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Goodnight
I love you more than you know.
Idk what tomorrow brings, but yeah whatever you need you let me know.
Gonna get lost in my mind and ponder.
Your mind so genius,
Seeing the world the way so few see it,
Yet with even more vision, lenses, senses even heightened.
You are you, and even if your clock
Perhaps at one point thought would beat
Longer for me is vanishing
I'll never forget.
I'll miss you every day,
But I won't ask you.
To see me if idk just know anytime id wanna see you.
My life is better with you in it.
I'm sorry you've been led to think otherwise.
I'm sorry my confusion and loud head,
Dealing with massive fear, self-doubt,
Insecurity, confusion, lost, forgotten, are products of my mind.
What happens happens
How I react is my choice.
I have reacted shitty due to being in fear.
I've been in fear.
Idk, it's dark, but I know ultra-bright lights
Exist cuz of you.
What an honor to have been someone close to you,
The biggest perhaps.
You set my heart on fire in the best way,
Alive.
And as I always say,
You turned the world from the dark place I was in
The grey musk to a technicolor dust.
I'm sorry
I've done things that led you to believe
I can't be trusted.
This hurts so much.
My loyalty to you is everlasting.
As you know you
I know me, and i never let anyone see what you've seen.
Believe me or not, it's my truth.
I've never loved anyone as I love you.
For all my shortcomings,
I'm sorry.
For all the ways you helped me grow, believe, think, expand, build, experience,
Live, love, cry, laugh, learn, stumble, fall,
Figure it out, witness miracles, witness
Complexity beyond beautiful.
To be seen by you, heard by you, loved by you,
I cherish, I'll always be here.
That voice, I heard almost a year ago to the day, loud,
Telling me unconditional, always.
I don't know what tomorrow brings, but
I respect whatever brings you peace, fire, life.
Plans, ideas change.
I must accept this
I must accept
I don't know what is anything.
I am lost, but
I'm just so sorry to all you are,
All my heart.
You are everything.
You are my favorite part.
Look forward to whenever we talk next..
What was once frozen beats into the dark
Of the now silent night, missing the sounds of your voice.
You're not a project to me.
I thank you for sharing, cuz I love you.
My love for you defined by action.
I can't imagine.
I almost cry trying to imagine how bleak
It would've been to have not met you.
My gratitude on the moon, don't forget that.
My sadness is only cuz I miss you and I'm sorry.
I think I'm just in a state of shock.
Idk since when, at least two months.
It's messed me up-fear of unknown with
Changing relations, fear of death, people's attempts at control, e
Brings the part of me I hate: the crybaby, the weak,
Pathetic crybaby.
To others, it could be
But more sensitive,
Recluse,quiet, clever, swift, cold,
Drowning in self-hatred.
With you, no. I'm(me)