HEART'S LEVER, SENSATIONS, MIRACLES Video (MV)

My insides are dying.
I can't deny.
I don't know which parts of me are a lie.
But every part of me that
I've shown you hasn't been a delight.
Yet you loved me, each and every night.
Since the day
I told you I loved you.
Remember we waited what felt like [sixty] 9 lives

And yet, you're the biggest miracle.
Swim the oracle.
And whisper into my ear you gotta go.
But stay a bit longer.
I asked you for a warning.
I'm not done adoring you.
Your each and every move.
It soothes me as I show you the darkest corners of my soul.
You lighten me up and tell me "you're not at all dull."
Thank you.

My heart breaks without you.
What am I supposed to do?
Every breath is pain now.
All I think about is how?
(I miss you so much it's killing me, please hear me).

It's October now.
Melancholy all around, dark times upon the world.
Everyone just frowns, living in their make-believe towns with their make-believe crowns.
Suited for their make-believe saviors, dressed in their finest purple gowns, deceiving the public.
No one brave enough to try and defeat.
You told me I'm unstoppable.
So I think it's possible.
I could conquer such a feat.
My heart in shatters, my insides burning from radiation.
But the memory of the elation you gave my sensations ever strong.
It feels like forever since you've been gone.
They changed your number and made you forget me how clever.
But you taught me hearts have a different lever.
I hope this reaches that level
(Please call me. How could they lie about me? It's always been all for her, forever, deny that I'd never).