They didn't deceive you,
They deceived me,
Because i fell for it all, all of it damn,
Frauds all of em every last one,
It was bigger than internet fame you craved,
Appalled,
Youre all in it all of you,
How the FUCK did i get lost here in spy gate?
This is insanity, am i crazy?
What the f*ck is reality im just here appalled, making music tears in my Eyes to rehash these memories they Literally make my heart break, Nothing has ever been so depressing Like this f*cking never ending Freefall,
Why? why? why? what is the Endgame?
This is brutal, is this happening to everyone?
I used to people watch with pure curiosity,
I'm a sap for human Psychology, Somehow got catapulted into a lesson On human psephology, political Theater, the opposite of what i like About people, authenticity
Ironic, i suppose, if we look back at Life, you and i,
Hi there, have no fear,
I am sixty 9 lives,
Didn't you know?
Im here to be your friend,
Here to guide you to the end,
Here to help you break out of the play pretend,
Sorry im late,
My emotions always artisitcally on display in some way,
But this is different drastically.
It almost feels like a self inflicted Gunshot wound, to even do this, Knowing what i know, oh well, Whatever,
Vivit post funera virtus,
Fxck the truth why the fxck do you think you spell truth with the word HURT in it,
I guess pain is my middle name,
Wheres that h? - ha uh im kidding chill the fxck out,
You lucked out, because im here now,
The alter ego,
The voice to skull,
The angry one that resides inside me,
The imagination,
The fragmentation,
The nanovibration,
On staycation,
In my membrane, didn't you hear,
They killed me?
7 minutes, ain't that ironic,
It's all ironic, ironic, you fxcking moron,
Shut up, f*ck off, just stop
Is that when it happened?
What was it like before?
Oh thats right, behavior observation,
I always forget that theory, makes sense, creepy,
But why the f*ck does it have to be me?
Because of 2016? or was this my fate from the gate?
The Robbins name,
The Demon and Angel to the right and left of me,
Oh the irony,
The bright light you all want me to be,
Bright beautiful and sweet,
But she gets kicked out of her head sometimes she is dead sometimes they didn't tell you ?
We use voice to skull to control
Everything she's saying right now!
Wake up wake up
ALEENA WAKE THE FUCK UP
They didn't deceive you, they deceived me, UH
The last thing i remember
Is it felt like i was in between an ethereal state,
A dreamlike place,
And all of a sudden take take takin my soul
Grabbing ripping it out of my body
I could feel it being sucked inlike a vacuum, believe me or not i don't really care you see,
This is f*cking crazy, but my soul said no f*ck off u gotta go
I gota emotinally torture myself (More first )studied(Eyes on me)
Hazy,
Dont phase me,
I am eternal,
Im your friend
Hi remember me?