Guilt fueled rage
Make the innocent come out their cage
The darkness that is unable to be afraid
Sit back and watch them slowly change
From mellow to f*cking deranged
Oh he said he'll do what?
Take 6 pens for a half ounce and 12 buses?
That's a steal what an idiot
The art of the mother f*cking deal
Stuck in silence
No it's priceless
I check my pulse cuz this nonsense
Got me stuck in a state of mind
Of sadness and anger the urge to push rewind
Haunted by the memories
Haunted by the f*cking idiocrasy
Of your own thoughts
You ruined the best thing that God ever brought
Now you're stuck inside that f*cking box
With no end in sight you just sit and you write
Load the chopper up
I said get those f*ckers and round em up
One by one cut them up
F*ck the evil and the corrupt
Why the f*ck is that string there
You can't help if you're stuck in a blind chair
It ain't helping so you just blankly stare
F*ck it
Fentanyl by the buckets
Sh don't make a ruckus
But f*ck this
No ones around so fxck it
Get higher than ever before
I ain't the one you claimed to adore
No you don't even remember damn what a Sore
I'll patch with an eight of smoke I sniffed haven't ate
In days so fxck it
F*ck em' all I'll douse em' in gasoline buckets
Then take a match and watch them burn it doesn't hurt
Evil doesn't deserve compassion but here I bought them an ern for their ashes
Did you know you're beautiful without fake lashes?
The reality you face
I can't fathom I can't replace
I enjoyed taking you to a different place
It's still a marathon this ain't no race
You'll see test me you think im weak
A baby that just sits and weep
You haven't seen me hardened it's because I defrosted the second we were blessed to meet
But I look around and see that no one else is worth the greet
You're the sea you see only
You can inspire this continuous flow
So I guess for now we just sit back and enjoy the show
This season will too come and go
But stop pushing me the f*ck away
For f*ck sakes I BEEN stuck in ground hog day
You just took me to a different place
You still do it's the same but a different pace
You'll see with time but right now I'm in make believe outer space
Trying to be insensitive so it doesn't worry or make hearts race
I got the heart of two lions without even trying
So go ahead and test me we'll see who's pardoned
I'm not weak
Nice to meet you I'm not some dweeb
Sometimes I fail
And sometimes I cry
But tell those fxckers they can kiss my behind
For all I'm looking at is forward
Haunted by the memories cursed by the past
I know these thoughts come and go no matter how vast
So chill The fuxk out listen to me
You can say whatever but I know what be
I control my actions God controls destiny
He didn't make a mistake when he had you meet me
So fxck with me
I dare you
You don't scare me
Impair me
I'm my own f*ckin' nightmare
My 27 year long despair