Iniquitous of being a selfish f*ck
But if you only knew how much
I truly think most of y'all suck Know that when I say
I love you my heart stays stuck
I let so few in
My heart a hard metal tin can
Open it and it's abundant
But most I find redundant
No it's not my ego being too big
It's reading energy
It's being tuned into a frequency Witnessing true human decency
But sometimes I fall short
I get stuck in a hell too dark to sort So I disappear and I abort
Mentally physically
Whatever the port
I take the rare few for granted by Becoming aloof
Days fly by
Chain smoking on my root
If you only knew how many times
I debated coming back
To the corner pad that saved me Where the lights are always on
No longer singing the same song
I replay the days I was gone Causing pain so f*cking wrong Rain fall yeah
Is it the end of the specialist?
What's there left to be?
I can't not be me
If I tried I'd be lying
I ain't that breed
Because every word I meant it
And the couple souls I met
Along with the ones that inspired me
Best
Passed the test to unlock the chain That also holds the key to tear my Insides apart
Radio silence
I've been stuck in hell
I look through a seashell and realize I'm stuck in this cell
I never trust anyone
But here I take the blame
I sit here with my mind lost
I've gone more insane
The rain f*cking freezing as
I sat at the bus stop on
Hollywood Blvd
I spent many days soaking in the sunshine
Not realizing there wouldn't be more time
It came full circle
The destruction of my reality
The forced causality by none other Than me
I miss you two
And the select others that knew by The sparkle in my eye
None of it was a lie
I would have never done this
I would have never said goodbye
This summer
I lost my mind
My sanity
Mistaken as vanity
Thanks for listening to all the craziness
It's never-ending
I'm a mess
I sit in my empty vacant
Wondering what could have been if Cancer wasn't real
And I didn't let people steal my Conscience ideals
Every day I miss y'all
And I miss you too
Did you ever get the hamster?
Does it even matter?
Sadly the truth is
I never did heroin with street kids
I got stuck at 99 looking at candles Legit
How stupid
Should've been more considerate
Y'all the only ones who ever gave a shit
Since I had become a hit
You found me on IG (Instagram) And helped me grow
You don't even ugh-
Cursed by the evil darkness
To allow and to like
You were a ten in my life
I hate people
The same mundane convos-Like Shut the f up
They suck
But y'all different
Raw and real like me
I'm the destruction truck
I'm sorry
You don't believe what he did to me on your street
July 4 he followed where I escape-Into your roof
I would never jeopardize your house But I realize now we were
Mind-controlled undeniable
I sit alone I'd rather do o o
There ain't a damn clone that could Replace y'all
I fall back in my black pit
Alone in my pile of shit
I lost it all
I'm to blame
Apologies meaningless even though I don't play games But shame
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Iniquitous of being a selfish f*ck
But if you only knew how much
I truly think most of y'all suck Know that when I say
I love you my heart stays stuck
I let so few in
My heart a hard metal tin can
Open it and it's abundant
But most I find redundant
No it's not my ego being too big
It's reading energy
It's being tuned into a frequency Witnessing true human decency
But sometimes I fall short
I get stuck in a hell too dark to sort So I disappear and I abort
Mentally physically
Whatever the port
I take the rare few for granted by Becoming aloof
Days fly by
Chain smoking on my root
If you only knew how many times
I debated coming back
To the corner pad that saved me Where the lights are always on
No longer singing the same song
I replay the days I was gone Causing pain so f*cking wrong Rain fall yeah
Is it the end of the specialist?
What's there left to be?
I can't not be me
If I tried I'd be lying
I ain't that breed
Because every word I meant it
And the couple souls I met
Along with the ones that inspired me
Best
Passed the test to unlock the chain That also holds the key to tear my Insides apart
Radio silence
I've been stuck in hell
I look through a seashell and realize I'm stuck in this cell
I never trust anyone
But here I take the blame
I sit here with my mind lost
I've gone more insane
The rain f*cking freezing as
I sat at the bus stop on
Hollywood Blvd
I spent many days soaking in the sunshine
Not realizing there wouldn't be more time
It came full circle
The destruction of my reality
The forced causality by none other Than me
I miss you two
And the select others that knew by The sparkle in my eye
None of it was a lie
I would have never done this
I would have never said goodbye
This summer
I lost my mind
My sanity
Mistaken as vanity
Thanks for listening to all the craziness
It's never-ending
I'm a mess
I sit in my empty vacant
Wondering what could have been if Cancer wasn't real
And I didn't let people steal my Conscience ideals
Every day I miss y'all
And I miss you too
Did you ever get the hamster?
Does it even matter?
Sadly the truth is
I never did heroin with street kids
I got stuck at 99 looking at candles Legit
How stupid
Should've been more considerate
Y'all the only ones who ever gave a shit
Since I had become a hit
You found me on IG (Instagram) And helped me grow
You don't even ugh-
Cursed by the evil darkness
To allow and to like
You were a ten in my life
I hate people
The same mundane convos-Like Shut the f up
They suck
But y'all different
Raw and real like me
I'm the destruction truck
I'm sorry
You don't believe what he did to me on your street
July 4 he followed where I escape-Into your roof
I would never jeopardize your house But I realize now we were
Mind-controlled undeniable
I sit alone I'd rather do o o
There ain't a damn clone that could Replace y'all
I fall back in my black pit
Alone in my pile of shit
I lost it all
I'm to blame
Apologies meaningless even though I don't play games But shame
But if you only knew how much
I truly think most of y'all suck Know that when I say
I love you my heart stays stuck
I let so few in
My heart a hard metal tin can
Open it and it's abundant
But most I find redundant
No it's not my ego being too big
It's reading energy
It's being tuned into a frequency Witnessing true human decency
But sometimes I fall short
I get stuck in a hell too dark to sort So I disappear and I abort
Mentally physically
Whatever the port
I take the rare few for granted by Becoming aloof
Days fly by
Chain smoking on my root
If you only knew how many times
I debated coming back
To the corner pad that saved me Where the lights are always on
No longer singing the same song
I replay the days I was gone Causing pain so f*cking wrong Rain fall yeah
Is it the end of the specialist?
What's there left to be?
I can't not be me
If I tried I'd be lying
I ain't that breed
Because every word I meant it
And the couple souls I met
Along with the ones that inspired me
Best
Passed the test to unlock the chain That also holds the key to tear my Insides apart
Radio silence
I've been stuck in hell
I look through a seashell and realize I'm stuck in this cell
I never trust anyone
But here I take the blame
I sit here with my mind lost
I've gone more insane
The rain f*cking freezing as
I sat at the bus stop on
Hollywood Blvd
I spent many days soaking in the sunshine
Not realizing there wouldn't be more time
It came full circle
The destruction of my reality
The forced causality by none other Than me
I miss you two
And the select others that knew by The sparkle in my eye
None of it was a lie
I would have never done this
I would have never said goodbye
This summer
I lost my mind
My sanity
Mistaken as vanity
Thanks for listening to all the craziness
It's never-ending
I'm a mess
I sit in my empty vacant
Wondering what could have been if Cancer wasn't real
And I didn't let people steal my Conscience ideals
Every day I miss y'all
And I miss you too
Did you ever get the hamster?
Does it even matter?
Sadly the truth is
I never did heroin with street kids
I got stuck at 99 looking at candles Legit
How stupid
Should've been more considerate
Y'all the only ones who ever gave a shit
Since I had become a hit
You found me on IG (Instagram) And helped me grow
You don't even ugh-
Cursed by the evil darkness
To allow and to like
You were a ten in my life
I hate people
The same mundane convos-Like Shut the f up
They suck
But y'all different
Raw and real like me
I'm the destruction truck
I'm sorry
You don't believe what he did to me on your street
July 4 he followed where I escape-Into your roof
I would never jeopardize your house But I realize now we were
Mind-controlled undeniable
I sit alone I'd rather do o o
There ain't a damn clone that could Replace y'all
I fall back in my black pit
Alone in my pile of shit
I lost it all
I'm to blame
Apologies meaningless even though I don't play games But shame
Writer: aleena robbins
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