AVANT-GARDE: ON THE OTHER SIDE OF ANTARTICA, GHOSTOASTROAST Video (MV)

Truth your favorite word is essential detrimental to my retrolental
For me it's consequential inescapable
They reside here Robbins vs clones of King Nimros
Hooked by their fishing rod tortured by invisible lightning rods

Clawed flawed yet I pray to the real house of God to protect me from this onslaught
I pay the cost It's tragic not odd
Why would anyone fabricate this facade?
Opposite of overawed you simply nod to evil
You correspond with a pasquinade aiming the dart straight for my heart
Lord I'm lost Please make it stop

What's the point? I forgot
Is this my job? To inspire thought all to rip us apart?
Ich liebe dich über alles (I love you above all else)
Ich bin stark und verrückt (I'm strong and crazy)
I don't have a phone number
I'm like a ghost don't talk to most welcome to my roast
Let's make a toast to the fate we never chose

Dealing with the insanity of psychological warfare living out this f*cking espionage secret story
I can't even share nothing compares impaired
No one knows why my heart has been tarred locked in hell my mind beyond repair
I'm unwell this not the usual Aleenaar pity party fairytale
It's f*cking unfair this one's intended to make one dwell to
Emotionally derail remain in an unlocked cell it's so beyond f*cking crazy
I swear I'm permanently in a spell desperately awaiting the Machiavel

If happiness could be bought
I'd buy the daydreams of her and me the restaurant the rooftop our loving spot
Fantasizing about the esplanade and what could have been
Awaiting a response for the plot espionage screenshots a sudden stop
We were caught always watched
Don't be shocked
They own all the blocks eavesdropping on every backdrop
They hold the hotshot formulate jackpots laugh at us they mock
All for nothing gunshots nonstop

Tears fall My emotions rot I'm distraught
My name is written in chalk
Mind control talk a longshot
Not what you want not a prop I'm human not a bot
Miss lady heart throb brainwashed
Blocked desktop sunspots on a robot
What was to be taught? Is this all life's got?

I think not I'm real and raw Post up and take your shot
If I am what you want what an honor
I remain awed Chutzpah
Gematria disregard
Teleport to start still
I'd never depart no safeguard

I wish I could have saved you it's not your fault
Rip buried in a graveyard

Abracadabra sad and lonely avant-garde
It's midnight start the car mind starts to spar it gnaws it aches it's gnar

I'm sorry i didn't couldn't light your dark
We're lost and far apart
Forever scarred
I look for you on every boulevard
Das ist der schwierigste Teil (this is the hardest part) in dem Gard (in the garden)
GAME OVER NO RESTART

Your ignorance isn't bliss it leaves scars
Manipulation through stars
I can't believe In you Sociopathic superstars
Must be hard to spoil like Mars
Causing chaos and collecting your jar of hearts